Friday, October 9, 2009

Unconditional Love

What is unconditional love and is their really anyone who can actually give someone unconditional love? I sit here and ponder this because all the relationships I have had in my life have ended up in heart break. Now it seems like when I need somebody the most, their is nobody their. I attempt to talk to my husband and he says he doesn't want to talk to me when I am in this kind of mood. Which makes me realize he doesn't love me unconditionally and would rather run away from me! I think that is part of the reason he enlisted in the military, because he was running away. Maybe it is because I just demand to much. Yet with everything that has happened between my mother and my sister in the past few weeks, I feel as though it is alright to ask for a little more. I will admit I need love and validation from those left around me who care about me. Right now I want nothing more than to feel loved and to be told I am doing well in the situation I am currently in.

I know unconditional love come from Heavenly Father and yet I feel so alone.

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