Longing For Evenings Together

My Dearest Handsome Husband:

I truly love the evenings and yet I also despise them. I love them because it is my time to relax without any interupptions. Our children are in bed sleeping peacefully the television is all mine. The evenings are also miserable because this is the time we would normally have for one another. We would sit down and watch a show together or we would just curl up in bed with one another. During the evenings it also leads me to think about things which could happen, I don't want anything to happen to you. I miss you so much and long for nothing more than your safe return to my arms.

It was so wonderful to be able to see you on Skype today. Little man was still talking about seeing you on the computer this evening. We even managed to get our web cam to work properly so we had to test it out and he was so excited to see himself and be able to try out numerous facial expressions. Our oldest was so sad she wasn't able to see you, she felt left out and I felt so bad for her. I hope next time she won't be in school and she will be able to see you. Red, should be headed back to school tomorrow. She loved seeing you as well and I think it made her feel all the more better.

I am so exhausted and I didn't even do much of anything today. It seems having a sick child leads to a mother who manages to just sit down and watch television for the majority of the day. I am hoping tomorrow I am able to accomplish more, I have my counseling appointment and then I am hoping to get to the gym as well. Thanks for contacting us today, it made my day!

Spaghetti Dominos,
Melissa